new dress

I looked cute in my new dress for four hours. That´s how long I lasted. I just took a taxi home. I was pretty much wanting to kill myself. The whole time Antonio´s friends were saying, Are you pregnant?¨ She´s pregnant!!!!!! They are having a baby. And of course I´m not, nor are we planning on it for a long time. So do you know how freaking annoying that is hearing it for four hours? Very annoying almost to the point of tears annoying. Then after dinner the music starts so I can hear and understand no one and I just honestly do not feel like being there. It sucks because at home I´d be dancing and talking to everyone and here it´s just blah. So, boo hoo..there is the tear I shed..can you see it?